x-xinyi

2010-07-12T00:14:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
watched bride wars this afternoon, at least th last 40 mins or so.
nice show, made me realize lots of stuffs.

1. genuine friends are hard to find, don't let them go if you'd found one.
(hope mine is still there for me(: )

2. If your boyfr/husband/husband-to-be can't accept you for who you're, dump him straight or your life will be miserable.

3. never get married on the same day as your best fr, getting pregnant @ the same time is fine.

I need a life.

Going m'sia w/ mum was...
Either kids or old ppl.
eat the whole time. GREAT.

2010-06-24T01:33:00.002+08:00

had a great day today.
thou it's raining heavily outside, but it gave me an excuse to got a shoe.
good or bad. hmms, BAD!

went out w/ liqin, wenchuan, shuwen, zhenyi, jiayun, samag (according to junkai), junkai, soonbeng, colin, jiahe, desmond.
vivo & soup spoon.
true session was hilarious thanks to liqin.
raising up BOTH hands to declare stuffs.
ppl will think that we're retards.
but it's okay la, used to it alr.

2010-06-17T20:59:00.001+08:00

bored bored bored.
stuck at home for so many days ):
get me out someone.!

2010-06-06T01:50:00.003+08:00

i'm bored.
i cant sleep.
i dont wanna study.
i got nth to do.
omg. i'm so pathetic.

2010-05-31T00:23:00.002+08:00

next week: best time table ever.

Monday: 1300-1400
Tuesday:0800-1800
Wednesday & Thursday: no school
Friday: self declare cancelled from 1200-1300, 10 mins test from 1600.

but exams on following week ):

watched back up plan, shrek & prince of persia.
all i like ;D

2010-05-26T17:28:00.004+08:00

i did half of the intro, half of the results, appendix & materials&methods for gem bio report.
still got 70% more to go ))))):
idk whr to start and I've only 2 references. ):
i wanna finish by this week so that i can study. ;D

why my baby shark never complain?

2010-05-21T21:43:00.002+08:00

TO INFINITY & BEYOND

i love toy story!
cant wait for the toy story 3 to come out.
YEAH!

2010-05-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

I wish, i could be optimistic now. ):
I WANT to study for the FIRST time.
Sadly, I've to do TWT now, all bout Sri Lanka
which is really crazy & is killing me NOW.
Some one take me away to some planet w/out wars. ):
I WANT TO STUDY OK.

I'M PANICKING NOW FOR EVERYTHING.

I've pimples on my forehead,
all the scars from FO camp are not healing.
I'm becoming uglier )))):

Genie, please grant me 3 wishes, will you?

2010-05-06T23:13:00.004+08:00

sick & tired of everything.
idk wad to do.

met th darlings ytd. happy happy(:
went AMK & liqin is th exhibition in the zoo.
ate Popeye's & I've been buying nail poilish these days ):
bought shorts from cotton on(:
overspent this month, shit >.<

i m too lazy to do gembio prac. maybe ltr(;

argh, i hate it when it's sth impt & ppl don't want to reply me.
what kind of president is that, argh.

2010-05-05T16:08:00.003+08:00

went JP w/ anne & farna, wanted to do manicure but the shop close ):

i love the nails of the picture i posted. super cute. ;D
& i guess anne will love the hello kitty nails.

ate long john & their portion is so so so tiny.
& i overslept till bishan ):

2010-05-02T23:36:00.003+08:00

had a haircut @ tampines.
played mahong after that,
won $40 omg. i'm so lucky ;D
but i paid for th cab fees home, $10.
but still got $30.
means i pay for half of my specs amt only ;D

i'm tired, v v tired.
idk wad to do, idk whr to go.

2010-05-01T21:48:00.003+08:00

iron man 2 today @ amk hub w/ darling & di di ;D
boring~ said by my darling.

need to study!!
all modules idk how to study >.<
nth to boost y confidence.
oh gosh, wish me luck.

2010-04-30T01:04:00.003+08:00

wanted to post some photos of rwanda,
but i think it's too gross, so i posted something happy ;D

met evon! happy happy(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNE.!

no maths, super chim modules.
how m i suppose to maintain my gpa at this rate >.< .

2010-04-26T23:16:00.003+08:00

tired.
slept for 1 hour & had a long day in school.
8am - 6pm. but didn't fall asleep much which is an accomplishment.

twt was heartbreaking.
seeing all those pictures & those innocent lives being taken.
we're really lucky but people like us only know how to complain,
including myself definitely.
we shall learn to be contented with what we have.
cos, you'll never know when you or people dear to you will be gone.

i hate arguments, but somehow they are inevitable.
been waiting ytd, been waiting today.
i believe that if i go to bed now,
i'll fall asleep in seconds.
but i just wanna wait & see how it goes.
is it normal or wad?
i guess i'm going crazy or will be soon.

i shall stop ranting.

2010-04-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

FO camp was great, cos orion really bonded. happy(:
regret screwing up beach game ):
Fusion camp, didn't put in my best as a GA.
but, just don't have the morale to do it.
idk why, but just feel that thr's no point in doing it.
blahs. wadever. it's like over.

project interim coming, remind me of the days as a freshmen.
carefree, no one will be grading you for wadever you do.
seniors, yes they are SUPPOSE to guide us, help us.
but i don't feel that from many of them.
some were great, few were bastard.
they sound like they could do so well,
but i believe that they couldn't do it if they were in our shoes.
this are just my own opinion, not my year.

don't think i'll be as close to them now.
cos i'm not gonna be someone who'll go clubhouse & waste time.
i dont feel much difference after the camp.
how ironic, i was SUPPOSE to be bonded to th ppl, to the CLUB esp.
but, no, i'm still who i'm, doing what i used to do.
maybe not, cos i don't have those group of frs anymore.

people might say i'm emo.
might say that it's me who dont wanna go to th events.
but if i were to go, it's still the same.
cos it's diff frequency, diff life that we're leading.
just let me rant, don't bother commenting or anything.
cos all these wont make feel any better.
yes, in life shit happens.
& yes, i accept shit.

2010-03-25T00:57:00.003+08:00

hais. i need somewhr to vent my frustrations.
& this is th only place.

want do, cant do.
need to do, no info on how to do.
want help, nth to help.

after he ask why we re thr,
th more i think, th more i feel it wont make a diff w or w/out me.
doing for th sake of doing.
feel that thr's no point doing.
i tried to do my best, but idk for wad/who.

holidays faster end please.
i miss my classmates
&my boyfr ): dont like this period of time ):

*mental note: dont say out wad you feels / comments, if not ppl will hate me.

2010-02-26T14:13:00.002+08:00

exams period.
feel like i'm in my own world these days.
away from everyone, except family & boyfr.
is that good? idk.
BSBM = gone.
just hope that i dont fail it can alr.
scared scared scared.
i should be studying now and not watching cartoon. >.<

seriously, i couldn't believe that it came out from her.
does 2 days makes such a huge diff?
& i dont even know i'm suppose to do it,
so in what way m i not appreciative?
i dont even know anything, so why m i in th wrong?
wadever. i should stop being so sensitive. blah blah blah.

2010-02-23T01:02:00.001+08:00

if only i knew how...

2010-02-05T00:00:00.001+08:00

is it me or is it him?
i know he won't call, but i'm just waiting,
for a miracle to happen.
i dont even know if i'm being unreasonable.
but... well, wad done cant be undone.
i cant even concentrate on anything now. wadever.

2010-01-26T20:29:00.002+08:00

omg.
tmr maths test, need to submit ONOW reflection & i'm still lazing ard.

upcoming events:
Song prac
BBQ
Sandsation recee
CLS international day
Song session
St john Recee
Basic immuno test

my life seems to revolve ard school ):

2010-01-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

what's wrong w/ us these days? >.<

2010-01-17T23:19:00.001+08:00

shopping w/ th girls + guys today.
happy happy thou i couldn't find any nice dress ):
bought shoe wahahahas. think i'll be getting heels soon ;)

2010-01-11T21:45:00.001+08:00

i miss my dear girls):
&yes jiaying, i'm attached.
since 1 month ago?
WE SHALL MEET UP THEN I CAN UPDATE YOU(:

my random boy is always being so random >.<

2009-12-25T22:08:00.002+08:00

hohohos.
merry xmas & happy b'day daddy(:

2009-12-13T23:16:00.003+08:00

a - abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.
b - bored. >.<
c - committments : Camp prep, SP open house, CLS international day, PBL, BSBM report
d - dumb
e - entertainment
f - fun
g - game
h - happy
i - idiot
j - jackass
k - kitty
l - lame
m - money
n - nothing
o - oops
p - pair
q - quiz
r - random
s - spider solitaire
t - torn
u - umbrella
v - very
w - wrong
x - xin..
y - ..yi
z - zzzzzz...

2009-12-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

cant believe i'm talking to me cousin on fb now.
and she's p4 -.-

2009-12-03T22:09:00.002+08:00

happy happy happy(:
meet up w/ darlings today
seeing them just brighten up my day somehow ;D

but, i'm still tired of everything. >.<
everything thats going on in my life.

2009-11-25T18:56:00.001+08:00

omg omg omg.
tmr is chem test,
next monday got TWT & ONOW presentation.
next tuesday need hand in chem report.
need do blackboard quiz by 2nd Dec.
& none of it is done yet. >.<
hope i'll have to time to finish them all.

2009-11-18T23:36:00.001+08:00

why m i so screwed >.<

2009-11-09T23:04:00.001+08:00

A&P & MATHS lessons is officially KILLING ME.
and why is this stupid blogger not showing me any buttons for colour or wadever >.<

2009-11-05T23:01:00.002+08:00

reading th mail, seeing th photos,
so many things come to my mind,
maybe i'm wrong, maybe it's my prejudice.
we'd fun, we enjoyed, we laughed, we cried.
but idk wad's happening to us now,
i'd thot we'll stick tgt thru out.
stay united till like... freaking long.
now, it's just a few left of us.
& how i wish th same thing wont happen again.

2009-11-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

JOKE OF THE WEEK :
LIQIN BANG HER HAND AT THE GLASS THINGY,
AFTER RUBBING HER HAND, SHE BANG HER HEAD.
HOW GREAT. LOLS. & IT'S DURING PEAK HOUR!

omgssssssss, I GET TIAN HU JUST NOW WHILE PLAYING MJ AT AH MA HOUSE.
TIAN HU LEIS! EVEN MY AH MA NVR GET BEFORE LA. OMGSSS.
DAMN LUCKY OKAYSSSSSS. LOLS.

ytd went to watch jennifer's body at PS.
then went to city hall & walked ard
& it's raining for th whole night >.<
but still, it's a wonderful day(:

p.s, why cant put colours de >.<

2009-10-27T16:33:00.004+08:00

omg. i totally dont understand anatomy & physiology lessons. im so dead.
got improvement, i sleep abit lesser in class on monday ;D
today practical is so fun! used Aqil's & Nasihah's blood.
go home str8 after school, i'm such a good girl(:

now dont dare/dont want go club lor,
it's like... ppl confirm will make fun of me >.<

2009-10-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

omg. school is sooooooo boring.
this week been dismiss quite early,
maybe too early that i've been wasting my time >.<
& i seriously need to change my bad habit of sleeping in class, althou i need more sleep.
cloudy w/ a chance of meatball is not a v good show.
i dont like. >.<

2009-10-15T00:33:00.001+08:00

mixed feelings.
yes or no? move on? stand still?
anyway, i shant care, now is th time to have fun ;D

2009-10-15T00:04:00.005+08:00

camp's over.
thr's so many many many many things to say.
firstly, i wanna thanks everyone, seniors & th 9 PCs, for all our hardwork.
it's over but our journey doesnt stop here(:
i realise, it's not easy doing a camp & making it run smoothly.
indeed, i'd so many many mistakes here & thr.
hope i'm forgiven for those mistake ;D

i've learn many things & i nvr regret doing this camp.
i realised that i actually have so much crap to talk to th campers.
i didn't knew i could be so hyper for 3 days str8.
i nvr thot the communication is so impt.
i learnt that, learning from our mistakes will make us a better person.
ANEH IS MUCH LOVE ;DD

rot at home th whole day,
supposed to go to school, but my mum wont allow
& i dont wish to make things go from worse to worse-r btwn us.
sorry ppl for not being able to go to school to clean up >.<>.<
holiday's ending. damn sians laaaaa! i need my fair share of fun also! i hate th time table >.<
wad's wrong w/ me? i'll no longer be stuck in 2007. move on, girl! dont look back! rmber, he's a jerk, JERK.

2009-09-20T20:41:00.002+08:00

it's been like...
5047592384752894626374 minutes since i last blog.
was busy w/ camp prep.
realise i did quite a number of wrong stuffs.
but hopefully, things can be changed.
today stay at home for one whole day,
didn't step out of house, feel so weird & bored.
went to watch "th ugly truth" at vivo ytd ;D
last sat also go vivo watch movie. lols.
watched th time traveller's wife th other time.

seriously, i enjoy th camp prep is :
it's tiring, yes, very.
it's a waste of money, alot of money.
it gives me no time to enjoy & no time to rest.
it causes my mum to worry & me to feel guilty.
i quit my job cause of this.
but, it teaches me lots of things i wont learn.
it's worth th energy & time.

can i ever know wad i want?
i miss those days, when i just started working,
th fun & happiness i'd when * was thr even thou work sucks.

2009-09-07T00:42:00.002+08:00

watched final destination 3D str after cell bio paper ;D
th shows's okay la, v gross indeed. lols.
went out w/ fang kong ppl on fri(finally!)
go collect my phone on sat,
walk ard city hall then orchard & lastly PS.
after dinner go sembawang find reagen.
omg, he's damn cute la! &he can walk alr(:

6 sept, bro's bday.
went city hall(again) then bought him crocs shoes.
cost me 65$, it's more ex than my shoes la.
kids nowadays have such luxurious life, jealous.
walk ard th whole day.
i've been walking for 3 days str.
exhausted >.<
& my days of torture is coming.
hope everything will be fine during camp prep ;D

2009-08-13T00:01:00.009+08:00

random photos ;D

Class, Debate event, Grad night,

the day the 5 of us finally went out ;DDD
bacteria, chromosomes, petri dishes, nutrient agar.
i need to do th prac report asap! last one ;DD

went RP find jiaying today(:
their school got tables & chairs every where!
you can just study anywhere! omg, thats so cool!
went to her class, rot awhile then go eat.
waited for Don&his fr & go home tgt.
it's been so long since i met up w/ him.
i seriously miss my secondary school life(:

i need a haircut!

thinking back, why m i so dumb?

2009-08-10T20:37:00.002+08:00

omg, blogger is finally working(:
i'll post th photos when, i'm done w/ rwp,
which is most likely tmr(:

finally met my 4 girlfrs(:
IT'S BEEN AGES SINCE WE WENT OUT. GOSH.
I MISS THEM MANY MANY MANY ;D
chat-ed & talk bout loads of nonsense, like always.
i just love th sxszzxzsxzsxzxsxzsx thingys.
&jiaying!
wanna compare who can go biomed instead of ..? LOLS.
we definitely win them, dont worry ;D
it's QUALITY, NOT QUANTITY wahahahas!

grad night on th 1st, quite ok la.
but me & wc waste money on cab ):
NATIONAL DAY WAS MY LAST DAY OF WORK.
gonna miss those ppl and some of th cute customers(kids) ):

ok, i shall start w/ RWP now,
havent start yet, i'm so dead.

2009-07-23T13:37:00.001+08:00

to do :
RWP
bas mic BB
chem BB
maths tutorial
chem tutorial
Cell bio

hmmms, finally done w/ reports(xcept RWP) ;D
& i'm quitting alr.
last day : 9 August.
i guess i'll miss working thr ba.
know quite a few nice ppl ;D
now got more time for studies alr(:

R&Rs :
1. NO SLEEPING IN CLASS.
2. NO SPIDER SOLITAIRE-ING.
(when i've got work to do)
3. DO TUTORIALS.

I WANT WATCH MOVIE!
I WANT GO OUT!
I WANT ICE CREAM!

2009-07-16T23:38:00.003+08:00

i'm not emo.

days come & go.
skip maths & chem & work on wed. die >.<
mathcad test next week & i dont even know how to use th stupid software.
wish me good luck.
good thing is i'm done w/ most reports& stuffs.
(except for maths & chem tutorial, of course)

i seriously need time management.
sleeping in class is not a solution
have to find a way to keep me awake.
i increased my sleeping time alr, but no use -.-"

i want to watch movie and shop!
it's been ages since i watched movie!
i want watch : transformer; up !
i neeed FORMAL LONG SLEEVE WHITE SHIRT.
so i NEED to SHOP ;D

2009-07-13T02:41:00.003+08:00

FINALLY,
basic mic proposal, DONE ;D
cell bio prac, DONE ;D
left w/ :
- RWP oral presentation
- IDEAS
- Mathcad test
- Maths PBL
- RWP main report

working hour damn cui,
everyday work till close.
i still got some other stuffs, die le >.< running out of time, more sleepless nights to come. i guess no hope for my eyes le ba.

if only, i could just concentrate.
if only, i could have more time.
if only, i could be faster.
if only, i could stop thinking.
if only...

2009-07-05T01:32:00.002+08:00

4e2 class outing at ECP

LOVE THEM TONS ;D

we cycle cycle cycle, then i went home while th rest went to amk.
cos, i was so tired & in a bad mood.
THE WEATHER IS TOO HOT! sorry peps if i offended you or sth.

MST IS OVER(:
results :
chem - 43.5/50
cell bio - 28/40
basic micro(Mrs Mark's) - 15/30 (damm lucky!)
basic micro(Maurice Ling) - 17.5/25(thanks swan!)
HOPE I CAN SCORE WELL FOR MATHS ;DD

2009-06-28T02:23:00.001+08:00

busy busy busy & just pure busy.
MST = gone case. ):
i shall stop MIA-ing when school starts(:
didn't really meet any of clubmates during this holiday,
how fantastic & surprisingly. LOLs.
I MISS THEM(:
what should i do?

2009-06-26T03:13:00.001+08:00

pictures speaks a thousand words.

2009-06-24T17:10:00.002+08:00

TO DO :
~~RWP, HFMD~~ ;D
RWP, extraction of DNA
Cell bio practical.
Cell bio, find signalling pathway.
Maths PBL.

STUDY FOR MST :
Basic mic, monday 1330.
Maths, tuesday 0830.
I&OC, wednesday 0830.
Cell bio, friday 0830.

time is running,
have to buck up alr.

2009-06-19T02:26:00.009+08:00

16th june : load of loves(:

idea skit, photos taken by RAINBOW(:

working on 18, 19, 20 & 21 june ):
ben! i nvr MIA hor!
its like, this holiday, i'd done NOTHING.
i nvr meet fang kong clan, at all,
i nvr did any homework that i should.
i nvr study, my reports are all left undone.
wad's wrong w/ me?

16th june:
went out w/ V (:
before that she come my house, blah blah blah.
then go orchard shopping(:
17th june:
I STAY AT HOME TODAY(:
I'M SUCH A GOOD GIRL OK ;D

seriously,
i MUST start doing my work/studying.
i MUST sleep & wake up early.
i should start saving.
i MUST manage my time.
i MUST stop playing spider solt.
i should stop shopping.

i MUST stop going online so often.

i must stop thinking of *him,i dwana be one sided, i wan him to at least likes me.
i knew it's impossible, but y do i still choose this way to go?
how i wish i nvr knew him, nvr sat thr, nvr talk.
if only things could go my way. being a kid is so much better la!

2009-06-15T01:33:00.002+08:00

busy, busy busy busy & just pure busy.

need to do :
RWP x 2
Cellbio prac report
Chem revision ex.
maths revisonsssssss.
i know still have de, but cant rmber >.<

work on tues, fri, sat, sun. >.<
but it's just short hours(:
went to eat w/ JS & K after work on sat.
waited one hour till we can eat ):
th ppl thr re quite friendly.
but i'm still v blur, jialat >.<
& he drive me home today ;D
i guess, i'm really neutral now,
is that suppose to be good or bad?

i miss my bytch!
relax girl, it's not worth your tears for stuffs like that.
you'll find out th truth, soon.
misunderstandings happens,
&she's not anyone impt, so why care, right?
these 5 days ain't gonna be easy, but i know you can do it(:

2009-06-02T18:52:00.003+08:00

Ajisen mango sundae (:
(Friday, 29 May, Causeway point.)

me&ben being too bored ;D
(Saturday, 30 May, Marina)
P.S, I MISS THOSE PPL WHO ALWAYS GO MARINA.
OUR SECRET HIDING PLACE(:
watch monster VS aliens.
freaking cute, love the show ;D

me&anne (x3)
was too bored & decide to camwhore(:

Taken by anne,
he's looking at flyer, i guess.

hubby & me ;D

anne&minglei.
(chip & dale wor, opps :X)

8 + 2 = 10
P.S, i'm just abit giddy & high. thats all(:

thanks Joachim & Junjie for this.
LOLs, both J-s.

31st May,
went out w/ Joachim then Anne & minglei come find us(:
then went to find Junjie & Yaojun at boat quay.
played some retarded games ;D
THANKS TH 2 OF 'EM FOR ACC-ING ME till he come(:
"pop pop" is quite fun actually. lols.
if only, i knew...
i dont mind being drunk, as long as you re thr for me(:
2 years down th road, y do i still miss you?
i wish i knew all th answers.

2009-06-02T00:16:00.002+08:00

CAIHONG; VENUS; XINYI
MUGGING AT THE LIBRARY (:

2009-05-24T02:52:00.002+08:00

too many reports / researches / projects to do.
too little time and motivation to complete them.
thinking of going out & playing too much.
omg, i suck in time management.
how m i gonna survive a year,
not say three years. X.x
i really really need to start planning.
god knows when i'll do it. :X

as usual, the week go past, just like that.
went to watch night at the musuem 2
w/ benjamin; colin and minglei on friday.
actually got suyan de, but no more seats.
so sad can. X.x

i cant really rmber th other days,
but i know i went home quite early on few of the days.
&&& Dr. Tan cancelled like, all th lectures & tutorials.?
thats so crazy ;DDD

went vivo today, actually is ytd, it's past midnight alr.
walk ard, walk ard, then go eat Carl's Jr.
then go find ben's fr. i realise that i m v v v friendly.
i can like, click w/ his fr after awhile.
wad's wrong w/ me ?
& WE MISSED TH LAST TRAIN -.-"
HOW DUMB. LOL.
took cab home, thank god th driver is nice & friendly one ;DD
I SHALL GO TO BED NOW, ITS 3.
cos i dont wanna break my promise. tatas ~

2009-05-16T23:28:00.004+08:00

" CAN I GO TOILET ? "
i love th maths lecturer tooo much.
that i asked permission ;D

PHOTOS OF TH WEEK.

i dont know why.
but they just love th kissing game. LOLS.

2009-05-12T00:14:00.004+08:00

9 may.
go CP meet WC. damn long nvr go thr alr.
eat le jiu go city hall meet JH.
go funan then XM join us at marina.
bought espresso, bei pian. zzzz.
slack at hiding place ;DD
talk quite alot of serious stuffs w/ them.

10 may.
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.
mummy,
althou i'm rude most of th time,
dont really listen when you talk,
feel irritated when you start nagging,
dont like to go home early,
hardly have time to eat w/ you these days,
you know, i love you.
i understand how pissed you re,
how disappointed you could be,
& how often you worry for me,
i know you love me too.
so, if you happen to see this,
im sorry for all th bad stuffs
& i really care&love you.
i'll try my best to be a good girl(:

11 may.
school, freaking tired X.x
then tour ard after lessons.
keep walking here & thr
like some retards. LOLs.
omg, i love my hubby loads can ;DD
then go CP w/ WL & WC.
we re so retarded on th train,
mainly weile. ;DD
then after that go homeeee (:
shit, m i falling for him?
i cant fall for him,it's a big NO NO.
cos, no matter wad, he wont fall for me.

2009-05-08T00:25:00.000+08:00

white horse - taylor swift

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love you had to fight to have the upperhand.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

2009-05-07T23:28:00.005+08:00

hahas! all th photos above re taken by Ben. ;D
went to clementi & eat that day
(cant rmber which day -.-)

HAHAS. only Ben & Anne is smiling to me ;D

four person emo-ing in ktv room

in diff style, COOL.

Weile acting as th "driver" of th train.
plus it's th last cabin -.-"
JOKE OF TH DAY.

looking at ppl chasing after MRT is real FUN.
& sitting on th floor of MRT even if thr re tons of seats
have become "purple line" ppl hobby.
going home freaking late has become a routine.

poly life is crazy.
projects ; homeworks ; events.
i've not enough sleep!
one day at most, 5 hours.
how pathetic. zzzzzz.
went to find KX after going T1.
then go play MJ, was freaking lucky,
i won EVERY ROUND.
till i need go home. wahahahas!
but we nvr play money de.
so it's fine la, they wont be so sad ;D

this cant be happening.
i dont wanna be a retard.
get me out of this misery before it sinks deeper.
trying to suppress all my emotions.
it's easy to get in,
but how do i fcuking get out?

2009-05-04T15:28:00.002+08:00

WEE.

ELMO MY SON GAVE ME (:

<3>

went orchard ytd w/ Anne laopo, Desmond bro, Sam, Joachim hubby.

walk ard. then lionel join us.

go eat then me & hubby go bugis buy bag (:

today,

bacteria re so small cannnn!

make me go cock eye. lols!

2009-05-03T00:38:00.004+08:00

once again, HAPPY BDAY WENCHUAN.
you know i love you. lols.

morning, meet colin go school tgt.
saw WC ard outram park.
then go school tgt, rot awhile.
wait for CA event to start.
today quite tiring & i think my game is retarded. lols.
watch th vid made by nigel,
we're all been touch-ed by him. lols.

stuck in th mid of road then go PS.
xiaomin keep making Ben catch th elmo,
& in th end, he really got it.
& he gave me ( cos mothers' day coming.HAHAS )
THANKS BENJAMIN, you re so "filial".

then go find nigel&co w/ des(Ho).
& stay awhile jiu go back PS again to find
my sons(WH, Ben), jiahe, xiaomin, colin.
i'm touring ard that area. -.-
talk at th dontknowwhr & go home after awhile.
there's so lil time but so much to talk about. hahas.

things get complicated, frustrating ;
but somehow, i believe,
thr's gonna be a way out.
& i'll know ...

wad happens when, sth you believe in,
has become distorted,
or when you found out that,
you'd always hold on to th things you shouldnt?

2009-05-02T02:27:00.002+08:00

th photos re super retarded.

& "thanks" DESMOND(ho) for posting th vid.

went school tlo study.

then study for ard 1 hr jiu go town find my

LAOPO ; HUBBY ; GOR. lols.

eat alr then go cine watch horsemen.

touching show, but looks kinda too pain. lols!

oh ya! before that me & hubby go buy ring,

& exchange them in th middle of orchard -.-"

then walk walk & bought a dress.

wonder when will i ever wear it. lols.

after all that go home ;D

HAPPY BDAY WENCHUAN ;D

2009-05-01T01:54:00.007+08:00

30/4 HAPPY BDAY ANNE.

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU ;D

school & waste my energy on **mature ppl(:

but idc, cos, i'm not.(:

then go IMM w/ des collect A's cake &

bought banana. HAHAS.

cab-ed back to SP,

sing song, blow candles, EAT CAKE.

wash knife, HAHAS then rot awhile

jiu go project interim meeting.

do my maths, then nigel say me, ):

after that go clementi eat &

keep staring at 1 woman's photo.

(got one more, but cover it)

i've got a LG, lols.

reached home v late,

lucky manage to get th last 72(:

PHOTOS!!!

SUNDAY, 26/4

went bugis,go library "study"

walk to jalan besar or sth like that,

then walk to peni -.-"

then WALK AGAIN to marina zzZZz

th pictures taken at marina ;D

school is like, SIANS.

eat cornflakes in I&OC lecture,

slept in microscopy lessons,

stone in other lecture/tutorial.

omg, must buck up alr.

still got tons of homework to do,

zzzZZzz.

Zbrush is so difficult to use can!

and still need check on maurice ling thingy.

2009-04-25T21:20:00.005+08:00

my beloved cousin ;D

my "daddy", jiahe.

benjamin th retard ;D

hahas! flag day, wei han.

me & didi.

me&V. ;D

me & Anne. (:

me&huijun. ;D

finally upload th photos.

today went dhoby w/ th project ppl ;D

walk walk walk, do retarded things

&i was chosen to do it -.-"

then watched "17 again" (:

go home after that. ;D

2009-04-21T23:10:00.004+08:00

first day of school, 2oth.
SIANS.
& i was sick, how unlucky could i be.
so i didn't tlk today.
emo thru out HAHA.
then go home sleeeeeppp.
wake up eat, tv for near 2 hr,
SLEEP AGN AT TEN PLUS.
gosh, im so pig can!
first time slept so early, not bad not bad.

21st,
TODAY V ENERGETIC.
COS I'M OK ALR.
HAHAS. FIT HOR.
omg, i slept during one of th lessons.
then wake, SAME SLIDE.
gosh... cannot sleep alr.
if not next time i sleep, wake up, TEN SLIDES gone.
then go slack w weile,colin,wenchuan,jiahe blah blah blah.
&ben today sick, maybe is i pass to him.
then they go eat & go home tgt w/ purple line ppl.
I MISS MY HOUGANG STOP & I MISS 159.
THEN COLIN ALSO MISS HIS BUS. HAHAS.

2009-04-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

monday, 13 april.
orientation day.
th talk was freaking boring
& th two MCs talk like, we re interested -.-
think i'll sleep w/out my phone lo.
then after that go classroom.
sians, my class th guys all damn dao.
sadddddd!
then still take th tins, blah blah blah.
went AMK w/ V. then go home (:

tuesday, 14 april.
s'pose to be spice training day.
cant really rmber wad i did before spice trning.
only rmber i sit at foodcourt 5 rot for damn long.
then after that go bugis w/ V
& went fareast after that & meet her fr.
then eat & go home.

thursday, 16 april.
my v boliao flag day.
went bloody hell jurong east for flag day
& i saw loads of SP ppl.
so = i no hope alr.
then meet jiahe go dhoby ghaut,
WORSE, there re more SP students then donaters -.-"
after that went to chinatown,
HAHA SP STUDENTS AGAIN.
walk to outram park & stay thr.
was damn pathetic,
nobody likes me sia, all donate to others. SAD.
go back SP, go foodcourt 5 & eat.
then go class return th tins & count th money
i only got like, 22 -.-
borrow some from anne,
& in total i think i donated ard 5 bucks myself -.-"
then got dont know wad party thingy, quite retarded.
went for "night walk" & then go home.

2009-04-12T00:56:00.002+08:00

6 april.
meet huijun in th afternoon at point for lunch.
was raining heavily.
then go my house talk awhile cab down to her house.
then waited for her mum to come home & stuffs like that
we cab to ard st 91 go fetch florence
then go golden mile.
rot thr awhile jiu go up th bus le.
cant sleep on th bus, was looking at trees -.-
go msia then go thai.
14 hour bus ride.
it's so super boring.

7april(in hatyai).
went shopping for like super long.
& th food really dont taste good.
buy loads & loads of stuffs.
then go for massage.
keep laughing then they bth me.
& MML is so irritating cannnn! lols.

8april.
think we went shopping ?
cant really rmber th details.
& we went for manicure.
super duper sucks. lols.
me & jun wash away like immediately
after we bought th nail polish remover.
th food we eat for breakfast/lunch/dinner
was super duper niceeeee (:
then go to temple&stuffs like that.
jun was so funny,
MML wanna go toilet,
she ask her jump down th hill. -.-"
so evil can, but i like. ;D

9april.
go market in th morning
& still, shop alot -.-
then we go back hotel bath blah blah
jiu go to th grassland thr alr.
thr's a v v v pretty transexual working thr.
thn they eat, i see them eat
cos th food is ....
&i'm like addicted to their coke.
v nice, idk why. lols.
jiu take th bus go msia then SG.
14 hours again -.-

10april.
reach home ard 4 ?
then bath & eat instant noodles
then watch tvvvv.
slept at 7plus & woke up at 2plus.
then nth much alr.

11april.
meet cheese, anne, wenchuan, benjamin, weile, chenglong, junkai, colin and another 2 guys which i cant rmber their names at SP at 3.
i was th second latest.
ben was later than me by like, 5 mins ? hahas!
then wanted to play pool but colin got no card.
so me,anne,ben&colin go eattttt ;D
after that it started raining
i dont like rainy afternoons
but it stopped after awhile(:
then go clementi meet th others,
& go turf city eat steamboat.
was damn full la. -.-
&do boliao stuffs&rot&chat&eat&idk.
after that go wait for bus go back clementi
take train go home w/ wenchuan&weile
se's damn str8forward,
i cant tell. lols.

2009-04-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

April 2nd :

shopping(f, unlucky) day.

ytd meet Don take 112 go kovan

then meet reb,

&i was late!

cos i freaking overslept.

then me & reb go vivo

while don go take specs & somewhr.

bought loads of stuffs

& spent like, 140 ?

now, practically broke,

somemore going thai on mon.

(spent own money *sobs)

& guess wad,

i went new urban male

bought a super nice pair of white sandals,

w/ blue base

which cost like, $50

& guesss wad?

not within an hour,

i go take train go tamp

& i realise that it's gone.

wow! like magic!

i'm so dumb to forget whr i left it.

so yea, curse whoever who have found it.

but, i shouldn't,

it's my fault for being so blur,

i should bought a cheaper brand

or i should have took it w/ me all th time.

hais, wadever la.

it's alrdy goneeeee.

meet kx & his friends

then rot awhile jiu go home le ;D

P.S th cat loves him.

2009-03-31T02:40:00.002+08:00

went far east shopping w/ QH & R,

then we went cine to watch

confessions of a shopaholic.

v nice show ;D

then QH go back & cut hair.

we went to billy bombers for dinner.

& th weird thing is...

THEY DONT HAVE BANANA,

& we got cheated.

th food not say v nice. lols.

v tired but cant sleep. X.x

must stop shopping alr.

if not totally broke. lols.

2009-03-30T00:11:00.003+08:00

BACK FROM FO CAMP.
love it (:

i'm finally tan-ed!
gosh! i last time go OBS row boat also nvr get tan lo!
& th bad time thing is,
my pimples come out -.-"
seriously, i cant really rmber wad we do during th camp.

meet at SP, play some games
then take bus to somewhere
& wait for th boat/ferry/wadever it is called.

my group - Apollo , God of Fire ( fang kong group )
GL : Zhang Kai
GA : Felicia ; Yun Hui ; Lester

Girls :
Anne
Yi Shi
Evelyn
Ying Ying
Jing Yi
Grace
Su Zhen
Su Ing
Xin Yi(Ngoh)
& me (:

Boys :
Benjamin
Wei Le
Nigel
Cheeseng
Jun Ming
Cheng Long
Jian Li(my S.A)
Jun Kai
Jason
Ryan
Chang Sheng

th rest of it, i cant rmber -.-
most of th time is discuss, sing song, play games,
food cheer-ing before meals, trying to "zi high".
oh ya! & fang kong-ing.

i seriously love th games.
even if th detergent get into my eyes/whole body,
even if th sun is blaring at us,
even if some of th other groups guys re super rough,
even if i wasn't that involve(fang kong-ing).

enjoy-ed saying bout random stuffs,
giving ppl weird names,
(or giving weird ppl names, whichever is fine)
&th dance part is retarded.
my parter is like...
1 half head taller then me -.-"
& he spins my head ard -.-"
eating in btwn 2 toilets, gosh, can you imagine ?

thanks many to those who make it so enjoyable.
love you guys loads. (:
i go fang kong in front of tv alr ;D

2009-03-22T00:56:00.003+08:00

Dear blog,

went SP w/ L, V & L's Jie

for th camp briefing on 20/3.

it's not even a breifing, it's more like...

warming up ?

& seriously, i need to get shampoo&stuffs for th camp.

too long nvr go camp i cant really rmber wad to bring -.-"

played some retarded games

eg. whacko & concentration game ?

then some screaming game.

(where is th peanuts?)

however, those camp com re pretty friendly,

well, they should be.

if not i think no one will turn up for th camp ba. lols.

just hope V will go!

went reagen's one year old party

on th 21st March,

he's super adorable alrghts!

photos not w me, sadly.

stayed there till like 6 plus,

then train-ed to bishan,

bought 2 T-shirts for $20 each.

gosh, i'm spend money like i ve loads,

when i'm, like, jobless.

i need to stop shopping,

(thou i just keep buying & buying -.-)

XOXO,

xinyi (:

2009-03-20T02:10:00.005+08:00

i shall be an utter bytch for today ;D
this is only for my " fa xie " purpose.
please ignore this post if you can.

~~MIND YOUR WORDS.~~
i wont auto msg you for god sake!
1, you re not good looking.
2, you re not cute.
3, you re not rich.(as if i care)
4, you re not freaking smart.
5, you re not damn nice.
6, you re not th president son or sth.
7, you dont have a mind of your own.
SO, y th hell will i wanna text you?
get th facts right,
i'm not desperate for men,
& even if i'm i wont text you!
anyway, i dont think you'll be looking at this la.
so i dont care ~
like wad i said to her,
why would a 7 pointer(l1r4) wanna go out w a retainee ?
(sorry, i was only refering to that @#$$@#$,
i dont despise ppl who retain
unles they re just like him!)

i didn't knew you were such a person,
i thot you were nice,
as in, that kind wont anyhow bomb or sth.
gosh, seriously,
i finally believe that
you should NEVER trust anyone.
one moment asking you out,
th other saying you re asking him out.
how retarded?
i'd rather go out w/ nerds.

please, if i wanna go,
i'll appear at that damn place that night!
but i didn't!
so, I DONT WANNA GO.
& I DIDN'T ASKED TO GO.
GET TH FACTS RIGHT before you say it to my cousin.
she know that i'm not desperate for a man like you.
&i never will.
if you re th last man alive,
i either suicide or stay single or become a lesbian.

2009-03-18T16:38:00.002+08:00

how boring can someone be?
i feel like i'm that kind of person,
we used to make fun of.
(in v drama tune)wow! you ate rice ?!?
inside joke(:
i read, watch tv, rot at home in th afternoon.
could you imagine?!?!
go out like, twice/thrice a week only.
oh gosh. i'm becoming a retard at this rate.
so i shall rant here, since nobody come here annyway(:

I LOVE TH BOOK :
Where rainbow ends by Cecelia Ahern.
it's amazing & sad & unexpecting & lovely!
ok, seriously, i feel like freaking boring, no life nerd.
i shall start talking to th mirrors/walls.
maybe i should enjoy th peace.
i'm too used to drama, busy, packed life.
it's time for a change, i guess.

waiting for replies,
i'm gonna poison/burn/bomb them/their houses if they dont.
hoho, i've become a terrorist-ic nerd. wow.

2009-03-13T00:08:00.003+08:00

went lil india w/ liqin to :

dye my hair, COPPER RED.

happy, happy happy (:

& i'm starting to love my pink laptop.

since, i've got most things i wanted,

i've got nth to complain ;D

reagen is getting cuter & cuter,

cant wait to see him ;D

2009-03-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

finally,

the five of us went out!(:

even thou it's only awhile,

i really appreciate it.

thou our lives re going diff roads,

i still hope,

we will still keep in contact

went SP w/ L & her Jie.

& now, my laptop cant d/l th random stuffs.

sians half.

i'm trying to love pink(my laptop)

&trying to figure out a way

how to wake up early & go to SP

when school starts -.-"

you'll see th future post when you see it ;D

2009-03-02T01:05:00.003+08:00

I NEED A JOB.

finally went a ma house today,
if i didn't go,
think i'll be skinned alive.
played w/ th kids & rot, as usual.

seriously, i'd always wonder wad had cause us to be like this?
it's like, we could have tons of fun in th past.
maybe, i'm partially at fault too.
but, wadever, we could only wish for th best, right?
3rd of every month, our agreement.

2009-02-26T15:38:00.002+08:00

wad's th point of scoring so well,
when nobody gives a fcuking damn about it.?
wad's th point of going poly
when i can jolly well go JC?
wad's th point of going th website,
when i cant even complete step 2?
wad th fcuk is wrong w me,
for being so upset.
screw my life, go ahead.
i shant care bout making you proud anymore.

2009-02-13T17:55:00.003+08:00

ages since i blog-ed -.-"

one, i got into SP, BIOMED.(obviously -.-")

two, CNY is over & my hong bao money also gone alrdy. LOLS.

three, FINALLY WENT OUT W/ MY DARLINGS ON TH THIRD
but J wasn't free, & i miss them alrdy ;D

four, MY PAY IS PATHETIC.

five, i'm missing someone & i cant wait for someone to get out of my life.

six, SHOPPING W/ V YTD ;D
spent over 150$. gosh, i'm seriously broke.

seven, I'M BORED.

eight, if you still dont know, i've changed my phone & numb alrdy.

last but not least, tmr is V's day,
but i've no idea where to go -.-

*P.S no where to go, not no one to go w -.-"

2009-01-18T02:03:00.002+08:00

MY JAE FORM!
from first to last choice(:

1 - S98 BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
2 - S67 OPTOMETRY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
3 - S86 MEDIA AND COMMUNICATION (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
4 - S41 CREATIVE WRITING FOR TELEVISION AND NEW MEDIA (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
5 - S43 APPLIED DRAMA AND PSYCHOLOGY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
6 - S48 HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT WITH PSYCHOLOGY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
7 - S55 TOURISM AND RESORT MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
8 - T48 PSYCHOLOGY STUDIES (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
9 - T08 HOSPITALITY & TOURISM MANAGEMENT (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
10 - 33S VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE)
11 - 36S MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE)
12 - 26S NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE)

2009-01-18T01:54:00.002+08:00

I'M SO HAPPY.
DIDN'T WORK FOR 3 DAYS STR8! ;D

thurs went cousin's house teach him maths/science.
then acc him go police stat,
& went to eat mac at bedok reservoir.
it's like 5837659943272 yrs since i went there.
kinda miss my childhood there.

friday went to fetch bro from school.
bring him go point eat K,
& go ah ma house.
bring cousin go library,
she's worse than a monkey!
& she's super duper tomboy -.-"

saturday, today or rather ytd,
went city hall meet J.
ate fish&co,
before that walk ard like some retard.
then went to watch Yes man
& there's a bunch of idiots sitting near us.
it's like, they laugh damn loud & things that re not funny.
& they re a real nuisance.
lucky i wasnt sitting in front or beside them.
went bugis, got loads of ppl -.-"
no mood buy stuffs alrdy,
I NEED A PAIR OF SHOES (HEELS)

2009-01-12T18:50:00.001+08:00

l1r5 - 13
l1r4 - 9
eng -b3
emaths & comb sci - a1
chi & bio & amaths - a2
humanities - b4

there's nth more to say ;D

2009-01-08T00:03:00.002+08:00

12 jan get back results.
longest wait for results,
but it's th most impt.
so, why m i not bloody nervous at all?
pray hard, eng will passsssss.

2009-01-04T01:52:00.001+08:00

i know my blog is boring w/out photos,
but wad to do?
i'm so lazy to upload -.-"

yea, happy new year ppl(thou it's kinda late)
went countdown at marina,
didn't really countdown-ed
cos nvr shout " 5, 4, 3, 2, 1"
or stuffs like that.
but th fireworks re real pretty it's like, wow!

went tamp & go penguin friend's (desmond) house.
watch beverly hills chihuahua,
it's super cute!
after that watch art of th devil 2,
suppose to be scary,
but it turns out funny cos of th guyswho was afraid. lols.
after that watch some stupid curse show
& went 2o1 mac eat.

& guess wad, i go home, bath, sleep for 3 hrs,
wake up, GO TAMP AGAIN.
it's like, wthhhhh.
go my ah ma house rotttt.

then th next day(ytd), I GO TAMP MALL.
now it's like, wtffffff.
after that go city link, spend like 90$
on only a dress & shorts. -.-"

today, woke up at 3(:
cos ytd play-ed mahjong till 3.
then go sembawang,
i simply love Reagen,
dont get th wrong idea, he's not my bf,
he's my super adorable baby cousin(:

should i look forward to 2009?
could it be better than 2008?
2008 was great but bad as well.

i wish, th 5 of us could be like in 365days ago,
still as close&crappy&crazy together.
i really miss you guys, hope you guys miss me too.
can we keep to our agreement?
will we be more distanced if we all went diff poly?
how hard is it to send a msg or a call?
i'm only afraid of cold replies,
that's y i nvr send anything.
all i could wish for is th 5 of us,
to not forget th memories &
we shall create better ones.
can we ?

2008-12-29T01:20:00.002+08:00

泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉
这段感情
我才终于明白
办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱他
笑著难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我才终于明白
办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她我不爱他
笑著难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱我不痛我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她我不爱他
笑著难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她我还想她就让沉默代替所有回答

2008-12-29T00:53:00.002+08:00

omg. it's been 5603844842 years since i updated -.-"
my life sort of revolves ard work.
isetan, parkway parade, braun buffel, 20%, 10%, alrdy discounted....
& stuffs like these. lols.

ok, venus bday, go jurong east/west/wadever swimming complex.
photos re w her.
so yes, no photos.

then, my bday, V's working, sad.
went out for movies & find V & play pool (:

movies watched so far : quarentine, th day th earth stood still, wild child, twilight.
wanna watched : yesman & bedtime stories. (:

i dont have a v exiciting life this december -.-"
it's either eat, work, shopping or movie-ing.
ok, i do chat up w friends thru th phone.

i still miss you after 2 months,
it's like, you step into my life,
makes me think that you will always be there,
that you really love me,
that you re th ONE,
that my heart will nvr be broken by you,
& then, as suddenly as you came,
you left, leaving me all alone.
m i so lousy, or re you really a J-erk.
re you even serious in this?
idk, but, it's so damn freaking hard to let go.
my only wish is,
i dont want to waste another year forgetting,
to find another bastard, just like you & you.
i know, it's only a v short period of time since i know you,
but, you'll nvr know, how much it hurts.

2008-11-26T18:48:00.002+08:00

*munching chocs*
ok now, wad i've done on 25&26 nov (:

geek party!(:
meet up w V ard 3+ & took 88,
looking like retarded geeky kids. ;D
cab-ed to th freaking place,
it's $9.70 for just 14 mins journey!
wait-ed for 45 mins,
TO GET TO MY "I DONT KNOW" FAREWELL PARTY.

gossip on th way to fairy point chalt 5.
same chalet as 2006, glad there's no bees(:
but, glad that overall was great.(:
althou th kid-dos(JOANNE; RACHAEL; QIUYI)
keep bullying me, as usual.

& OMG, MUSICIAL CHAIR WAS A NIGHTMARE.
i know i shouldn't swear when someone(horrifying) sit on me,
but, hey! natural reaction! REFLEX ARCH!
i cant stop my sensory/relay/motor neurone!

i cant stop eating anyway, it's universal known, i guess.
i love th pressies, simple, but hey!
it's th thoughts that counts(:
I LOVE TH KINGFISHER PATROL IN 2OO7.
(it's 2007, not 2008.)

obviously, i cam-whore-d.
but, i'm still not that hardworking to load th photos.
later or next day, perhaps(:

&guides is going to be sooooo diff,
w/out mdm tan, w/out th usual bunch of loudhailers.
i guess, i'm going to miss it many many times more
than i normally complain-ed about it.
you know, i'm ko shi xin fei kinda person.

woke up super early w/ LQ,
irritating alram(th song "so what")
we decide to wait till syahidah
wake up then brush teeth(no paste)
i did blah blah blah,
&i still keep eating ;D
&we took 109 to compass for KFC's breakfast,
go home & sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
i know i'm a pig, but I DONT CARE ;DD

2008-11-24T23:55:00.002+08:00

see?

my ridiculous smile w/ that ridiculous first prize at prom (:

i cant believe me luck.

somehow, trying to love th number "17" (:
yea, like th chinese saying goes,

unlucky at love, but lucky at other stuffs.

so, that's me :D

somehow, i still wish for to reach for th stars.

to do th impossible.

to think of things that will nvr happen.

well, who doesn't does it ?

2008-11-23T00:00:00.001+08:00

we're so photo-holic (:

2008-11-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

满园玫瑰我以为
找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什么人也没有用
玫瑰都红难免看错
望着天空爱是否活在童话里头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱会一直寂寞
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我
擦干眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
路上相爱的人那么多
我会幸福吗在什么时候
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我我
但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我

2008-11-20T23:42:00.003+08:00

AFAMOSA, MALAYSIA

14-15 NOV 2008

PROM NIGHT <3s

19 NOV 2008

PURE VAIN ME (:

2008-11-14T15:55:00.005+08:00

whhhhaaaaaaaa.
now i know how it hurts to use th com for sooo long.
trying to find jobs online, & failed of cos.
but, nvm, i shall buy newspaper
& act like some retrenched worker
circling & canceling th ads.
cool, huh? xD

ytd was fun, & tiring.
seriously, i'd to STOP shopping
& start saving (:
it's like, my bank money's depleted to zero soon. zzzz
went orchard ytd,
V wait for us for like 1 hour.
thanks to someone (:
& shop-ed & drop-ed.
prom night is draining my savings. -.-"
Marcus, CX, Juntat, Shengyao, Kwangyong was there too.
& we want to play pool after that.
oh ya, & somehow, we took neoprints
but th machine sucks
lols.i think next time then upload photos ba(:

~~i know it's not worth it;~~
i know it's impossible,
so y cant i just give up.
i want to know wh y,
your feelings could fade so fast.
how i wish, i was you, say fade jiu fade. x.x

2008-11-11T22:59:00.013+08:00

ALTHOUGH,

4e2 is not very ~~bonded~~,

we had our share of fun & laughter.

(rmber, no but after although)

all good things will come to an end,

so let only th best memories remains,

& th ~~worse~~ deleted.

no worries, i'll miss 4e2, th so ~~not~~ united & so ~~sex-ist~~ class. ;D

& i still dont feel like a sec 4 kid -.-"

P.S
i know, th heart is distorted.

but i lazy edit.

so FORGIVE ME (:

2008-11-11T21:33:00.002+08:00

played mahjong w mum. sis, her bf on sat night.
omg, play 20;40 cents still can lost till 30$
i'm sooo unlucky these weeks; months. -.-"

went bugis w cousin on sundayyyyy(:
spent loads, broke . X.x

today chem/phy mcq is easy ;D
went amk hub w V & shop-ed again
& we both v romantic, watch HSM3 tgt (:
oh shit, photos. X.x
later maybe? (it may take forever)

2008-11-01T12:29:00.002+08:00

i'm not going to mourn,
or cry anymore for a J-erk like you.
it's seriously not worth it,
to WASTE my time thinking of you.
as a revenge, i'm going to live better than you.

2008-10-27T01:16:00.003+08:00

25 oct :
love jalan kayu prata ;
love walking to & from prata shop ;
love photo-ing w V. ;D
DO IT AGAIN AFTER O, SISTERS (:

amaths p2 = 30 marks gone?
eng = scared scared.
chem prac = gone.
chem = average.
emaths p1 = ok (:
JIAYOU, after next week = RELAX.
AFTER 13 = SHOPPING.
19 nov = PROM NIGHT.
i wonder, who's my prom date?
( must be VVV (: )

i love 19 octtttt (:
but, i do not know bout J.
i dont love weird-os; dao kias.
and i still wonder la.

2008-10-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

quiz time ! (:
(next time then post graduation day phtos, too much alrdy)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-10-11T14:05:00.002+08:00

i m going to miss 4e2.

we may be a 'united' class,
but we've our share of fun & 'bonding'
monday is graduation day,
& we'll nvr be tgt as a class again,
how sad?
but, good things always come to an end.
let's all jiayou for o levels. (:
i'm not supposed to miss you,
but i did.
i'm not supposed to ***,
but i did.
i dont why, but i just keep thinking.
i want to move on, to love another.
but my heart wont allow me.
i think it's all just a lie.

2008-10-04T21:53:00.002+08:00

this week only go school on monday & thursday (:

i'm such a good girl (:

prelims was alright,

r4 - 11 ; r5 - 17.

hope o lvl can get better (dream on)

i dont know why,

but i just cant let it go,

maybe, i'm just too stubborn.

even when i know it's not worth it,

i still go for if.

oh, shoot me in th head.

2008-09-25T20:25:00.002+08:00

prelims sucks.
if only life could be like a story,
all planned out, sweet & perfect,
or if they re like fairy tales,
when you're kind, you could have your prince one day.
when you're evil, you'll get wad you deserve.
but, no, this is life.
& it's nvr perfect.

i dont want my emotions to be affected by you.
i dont want my life to be revolving ard th same things.
y do ppl get wad they want & that person is nvr me.
wad do i do to deserve such cold treatment.
how i wish i could just move on & not feel any sadness.

2008-09-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

photos for ytd! (:

2008-09-15T21:51:00.001+08:00

this is wad happen during mooncake fest.

which is ytd.

play w candle;

climb up th freaking tall wall;

dont darecome down cos still laughing;

then get pushed down by QX -.-"

my hand got bruises & blue-black. X.x

but overall th day is fun!

hurting my hand isn't that pathetic la. lols.

see those guys play super funny la. (:

and I LOVE MAGGOTS.

2008-09-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

13092008 (:
x & y.

watched movies :
4bia, sick show.
wall.e , cute (:
death race, gross.

weeeeeeeeeeeee.
it's all over (:
how glad ?
sad thing is,
o's coming. -.-"
not enough time for me to play.
but i'll make th most of what i have (:

i hope, it wont be history repeating itself.
i'll try to make it work.
but i'm still confused.
do you really love me ?

2008-09-11T13:16:00.004+08:00

X or Y ?

omg omg omg omg.
wtf happen to my bio.
totally cock up ytd bio paper, i think.
i can never get th bloody A for it anymore. X.x
amaths p1 was a breeze, first time la!
but p2 = gone. 3o marks dont know how to do.
careless mistake confirm have de.
so at most get 90/180. lols
physics was duper easy (:
chem was alright.
now = SLACK (: