FO camp was great, cos orion really bonded. happy(:
regret screwing up beach game ):
Fusion camp, didn't put in my best as a GA.
but, just don't have the morale to do it.
idk why, but just feel that thr's no point in doing it.
blahs. wadever. it's like over.
project interim coming, remind me of the days as a freshmen.
carefree, no one will be grading you for wadever you do.
seniors, yes they are SUPPOSE to guide us, help us.
but i don't feel that from many of them.
some were great, few were bastard.
they sound like they could do so well,
but i believe that they couldn't do it if they were in our shoes.
this are just my own opinion, not my year.
don't think i'll be as close to them now.
cos i'm not gonna be someone who'll go clubhouse & waste time.
i dont feel much difference after the camp.
how ironic, i was SUPPOSE to be bonded to th ppl, to the CLUB esp.
but, no, i'm still who i'm, doing what i used to do.
maybe not, cos i don't have those group of frs anymore.
people might say i'm emo.
might say that it's me who dont wanna go to th events.
but if i were to go, it's still the same.
cos it's diff frequency, diff life that we're leading.
just let me rant, don't bother commenting or anything.
cos all these wont make feel any better.
yes, in life shit happens.
& yes, i accept shit.
♥th way i'm
